Just For Today...

Just for today, I am going to keep written records of what I eat. My Ambien-inspired nightime eating is no more, but my weight is at a point where I am really uncomfortable. My food habits have improved since my night issue is resolved, but I know that the only way to really know what I am eating and make the adjustments to my lifestyle required to lose this weight again is through knowledge, and that knowledge will be attained through records. So I will keep them, just for today.


Just for today, I will list 3 more pieces of jewelry on Etsy. For I know that my best bet in exposing my work to the public and eventually selling it at a regular pace is to put it up on the internet. I will not let the lack of "cool" names stop me. I will name the pieces whatever I do, and if I think of something better, I will change it later. But I need to be listing items on line. Just for today.

Just for today, I will give Cosmos is IV early so that I don't have to worry about doing it all day long. I will not worry about his vet appointment later this afternoon, for I know that I am doing the best I can by him, he is alert and attentive, and that if his blood tests are getting worse, there is little I can do to change that. So I will take care of my boy the best I can, and do what I can to alleviate stress. Just for today.

Just for today, I will attempt one major feat of housework. I will do it so that I know that I will not have to do it at the last minute before having friends over on Monday for a Memorial Day BBQ. I will accept that I am recovering from another set of Cimzia Injections, that my home will not be perfect, but I will do what needs to be done in the way of cleaning up. Just for today.

Just for today, I will do the best I can. Just for today.