tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-859828555059711506.post1005735833314498214..comments2023-09-17T06:24:23.770-07:00Comments on I'm Making It Day by Day!: Done, Over-done, or ?????Laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12182091072736531686noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-859828555059711506.post-63689123921144221952010-12-15T09:48:13.866-08:002010-12-15T09:48:13.866-08:00Laura,
Only you know if you are done. I know that...Laura,<br />Only you know if you are done. I know that for me I had to finally decide that I needed to find my own way. I got tired of everyone telling me what to do. I still carry elements of from all the different paths I have taken in the journey. Sometimes you have to stop being diplomatic and tell somebody to go eff themselves.<br /><br />Good luck, hope the pain becomes managable soon.<br /><br />G.<br />G might just stand for ghost no more than I rear my ugly head :)Greghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15047482477109491536noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-859828555059711506.post-37477772209680928222010-12-10T05:10:47.623-08:002010-12-10T05:10:47.623-08:00okay here's a funny for you..
In about 12 or ...okay here's a funny for you..<br /><br />In about 12 or 13 hours I'll be home..So if you want to call or skype and SCREAM..RANT..RAVE..VENT...<br /><br />I won't remember it because I'll be super duper drugged..<br /><br />See you cracked a smile didn't you? <br /><br />I love you :)<br /><br />Time for you to be sent to the SPAAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-859828555059711506.post-47962450544454892692010-12-09T08:19:20.320-08:002010-12-09T08:19:20.320-08:00Claudia, Angie, Adele,
Thank you for your kindnes...Claudia, Angie, Adele,<br /><br />Thank you for your kindness and responses and especially for not telling me to 'hang in there.' I just don't want to hear it anymore. I'm sick to death of things continuing to go wrong with my body and I don't know how much more I can take.<br /><br />But I'm holding on to your words, I ate a bit better yesterday thanks to Claudia & Ang, and I'm going to try yet a little harder today. <br /><br />I don't want to get big and huge again. But I'm so angry and you all saw, when I was so stressed out before the wedding, that I was ready to eat all those darned Reeses. Not because I wanted them, but because that's what I seem to do these days. Eat in a fully conscious state out of anger simply to be self-destructive.<br /><br />I don't think I can talk to Richard about this right now... there's more to the story than what I alluded to in my post, but the bottom line is that even with the antipathy that Adele has towards Richard, she does have it right. The Saturday crowd does not know what's going on nor does Richard, and since this new situation took even me by complete surprise (it was only about three weeks ago that I decided that the pathology of the pain was too out of the ordinary and way too intense for me to keep believing that it was my Fibro acting up), I really shouldn't expect them to be psychic.<br /><br />After all, I have been self-medicating before class, not that it really changed the pain level much although placebos can work if you will them to hard enough, but I should be up for an Academy Award about how I kept my mouth shut there about the progression of this particular issue. Do you know that I can't even sit in a chair comfortably anymore, and sitting cross-legged on the floor? It was pure agony, but I hid it extremely well. I've been smiling in class like I was the happiest student in the crowd.<br /><br />I don't know what I'm going to do about the elliptical at this moment. I made a December Commitment to Richard, and use of it was one of them. Going to class it out at this point (commitment #2). I am still keeping Commitment # 3, which was to work every day. I get a peaceful feeling when crafting, even as I am approaching it more as a job now. It's what I should have been doing all those years I was working the corporate scene, but didn't have the nerve to do so. <br /><br />I need to keep telling myself as even when a lot of things are crap in my life, I'm incredibly lucky to know and love Eric and he is making a lot of things possible out of his love.Laurahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12182091072736531686noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-859828555059711506.post-3674434253443166672010-12-09T07:26:35.340-08:002010-12-09T07:26:35.340-08:00Ouch! I won't tell you to hang in there. You...Ouch! I won't tell you to hang in there. You don't get a choice. You have to. The alternative is unthinkable. I want to tell you to go for the cortisone shots, although last time I had one (on my toe) it didn't do a darn thing. Don't worry about crutches. I have a pair in the garage and can get them to you this weekend. As for healthy foods, I don't think you are going to give them up -- only because you want to keep Eric healthy and you want to set a good example for your kids. The people you see on Saturdays don't have a clue. Really! Listen to your body, listen to your doctor. Ignore "Little Dicky" and anything associated with it. They just don't know. As much as they mean well, they don't know what the #$%&*) they are talking about.Adelehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04493413694555677435noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-859828555059711506.post-38476005767800875372010-12-08T18:28:34.181-08:002010-12-08T18:28:34.181-08:00Are what the heart and what the head say the same?...Are what the heart and what the head say the same?<br /><br />I'm not going to say hang in there. I'm not going to say it will get better.. <br /><br />I will say..<br /><br />That I am thinking of you a lot.<br />That I miss you.<br />That I love you.<br />That I am here for you to vent. <br />That I love you.<br />That I will respect your wishes.<br />That I love you. <br />That I am sending up prayers for an answer. <br />That I love you. <br /><br />Okay your annoying washintonian friend will go back to her regularly scheduled blog..Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-859828555059711506.post-57804618721204223922010-12-08T18:27:51.872-08:002010-12-08T18:27:51.872-08:00I understand your frustration and I'm not goin...I understand your frustration and I'm not going to tell you to hang in there. I don't want you to have to kill me. :) I will say that I agree with Eric. I think you will get it together and find a way to achieve your goal. You always do. You are the strongest person. I know. I love you.Claudiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11599146338455375386noreply@blogger.com